I Really Didn't Want to Be the Savior

Chapter 416

"Chen Feng?"

Zhong Lei shouted downstairs, but no one answered.

The lobby of such a large villa is empty, and even an echo can be heard.

"Where are the people?"

Zhong Lei went upstairs muttering and just saw a big suitcase at the door of the master bedroom.

She knew it was Chen Feng's suitcase.

Chen Feng only returned to Los Angeles today. Nominally, he brought ou pangzi to familiarize himself with the business of the North American branch.

But Zhong Lei knew that today was the day of crossing, so she felt that in fact, this guy wanted to be closer to himself every time before he passed, but he always refused to admit it.

Duplicity is standard for successful men.

Zhong Lei's sweet smile.

She can feel that among all people, Chen Feng cares most about himself.

It may be because of feelings, or it may be because of the morning wind.

What is the reason why he cares about himself? Is it important?

It doesn't matter.

What matters is this fact.

Zhong Lei walked over and put her head into the master bedroom. "What are you doing? What are you stunned?"

Chen Feng, who was preoccupied with the problem, was startled. "Cough, cough, cough. No, nothing. I thought about how to escort the fat man so that he can enjoy his practical talents."

Zhong Lei gave him a sanitary eye, "believe you, there's a ghost. You can't think about this. You must be thinking about something bigger. Why? Are you depressed again? Do you want me to give you chicken blood?"

Chen Feng shook his head quickly, "no, no, no, it's no big deal. I don't need chicken blood. I'm full."

"What the hell are you thinking?"

Zhong Lei stood on her hips in front of Chen Feng, looking like she didn't give up.

Chen Feng looked up and looked at her nervously, careful that his liver jumped.

Hell, I forgot that Zhong Lei would send her hair tonight. Her mind was so open that she caught her.

How can master Chen admit that the problem I'm considering is so what.

Generally speaking, it is called "on the necessity of improving racial genes by any means for the survival of civilization - should we be more responsible as the Savior, as long as there is a one hundred million chance to sprint with all our strength".

In a small way, it means "whether we want to heihei Hei or not."

Well, it's so concise, straightforward and shameless.

But master Chen still wanted to face after all, "Oh, it's nothing. You know, every time I want to pass, I have to consider a lot of questions, especially detailed."

This reason is very sufficient. Zhong Lei believed it for the time being, "OK, but actually I don't think it's necessary."

"Ah?"

Zhong Lei spread her hand, "in your memory of going back and forth, maybe you are in the past. But in your memory and our eyes, you haven't left, you are still you. What you consider today can still be considered after you wake up tomorrow."

Chen Feng nodded, "that's right. But last time I successfully destroyed the other party's vanguard warship and saw a large army. I can't help thinking about how to do better. I can't help it."

"You are calculating the possible situation after the past, aren't you?"

Chen Feng smiled again, "yes, Zhong Lei, you think very clearly."

Zhong Lei smiled sweetly, gathered her long hair and shook her head, "Of course, I'm not stupid. And I also know that when you fall asleep and dream, including me, everyone in the world, perhaps the whole solar system, the Milky way and even the whole universe, become a mirror image. We live in a false timeline that is destined to disappear. This timeline will spread to thousands of years later, and then you die in a disaster thousands of years later And end. "

Chen Feng: "according to you, from a philosophical point of view, both the 'I' left behind and you will become false people who seem to exist but do not exist?"

Zhong Lei blinked, "HMM. think about it. Isn't it very sad?"

"Ah?"

"But also very happy."

"Ha?"

"In my last words of my last life, didn't I say that? In this way, we can live together for many lives. The ancients said that only by looking back thousands of times in previous lives can we pass by this life. They also said that we can cross the boat in a hundred years and sleep together in a thousand years. I can fall in love with you for several lives. I'm completely satisfied. Whether it's true or false, a dream or a reality, I'm too lazy to plan Comparison. After thousands of years, if mankind still exists, if mankind can still remember our names, remember our struggle for this civilization, and future generations have written down our deeds, how should people envy our luck to know and stay together forever? "

"Now my ideal is to be elevated by you, but in the timeline I didn't know before, I can complete the morning breeze because I love you deeply and don't want to disappoint you. I'm a little moved when I think about it myself. And I also understand that although I create the morning breeze now My motivation is no longer just for you and mankind, but I know very well that my starting point has never changed. Because I will feel happy when I see you happy, I will try, and then I did it. Such love will spread for hundreds of millions of years? "She smiled again," just like Liang Shanbo and Zhu Yingtai? "

Chen Feng stared and was shocked.

Zhong Lei... It's a foul.

There's something wrong today. What's strange.

She's not like her at all. She's very abnormal.

Is she thinking about something?

Chen Feng asked carefully, "Zhong Lei, what's the matter with you?"

Zhong Lei stretched out her hand and gently crossed his face with her fingertips. "I've only been thinking about one thing most of the time these days."

"What?"

Zhong Lei: "Love. If you want me to write love songs, I want to understand what true love is. If I want to write love songs that surpass the times, then I must understand love that surpasses the times. I vaguely understand it now. In fact, I got this kind of love from the beginning, but I'm not good enough, not good enough, and I don't see my heart thoroughly enough, so I didn't write anything. Now I want to do better. "

Listening to these words, Chen Feng looked at Zhong Lei's white and delicate face close at hand. Long hair and green silk lingered in her ears. Qiong had a tall nose, red lips like cherry, eyes with autumn eyes and bright cheeks.

His heart began to beat faster and faster.

Chen Feng swallowed his saliva and stepped back a little, "HMM."

Thousands of words, but in the end, they can only converge into one word "um".

His mind was in turmoil again.

What? What now?

I... I can't stand it!

But I haven't figured it out yet!

"So... What about the hair?"

Chen Feng clenched his teeth to change the topic.

God knows how many brain cells he burned in order to change this topic.

Zhong Lei did make a decision when she came here today. She didn't force him. Let's call in the golden army for the time being.

If Chen Feng was really stirred up and jumped up with open teeth and claws, she would feel strange.

Zhong Lei knows very well that this is him, but what she likes is him.

Zhong Lei Yang raised the plastic bag in her hand, "here, I'll put it in the interlayer of your suitcase. Remember to keep it."

With that, Zhong Lei turned to the door, squatted down and opened Chen Feng's suitcase.

Chen Feng looked at her squatting in the busy way. Her heart was still beating fast. In his mind, he wondered what news she had received recently. Anyway, the situation tonight was not very good. Do you want to find a stronger reason to send her back to Mason college later.

Zhong Lei just opened the sandwich bag and suddenly noticed the following.

She grabbed something from the box and asked, "eh? What are these?"

Chen Feng: "er... Woolen pants. Woolen pants."

"Ah? Isn't it summer? Why are there so many woolen pants in your suitcase? Eh... Good local woolen pants. What's the age?"

Chen Feng, who was finally distracted, blushed a little: "this... This is the woolen pants my grandmother knitted for me. I found it back a few days ago."

"Ah!" Zhong Lei fiercely covered her mouth.

When she knew about Chen Feng's family, she became nervous and quickly blushed and waved her hand, "yes... I'm sorry! I don't know this. I didn't mean to. No soil, no soil at all. I'm so sorry! I... I didn't mean that."

She was so nervous that she was a little incoherent.

Chen Feng's frightened appearance has nothing to do with the image of eight poles described in the history books.

But the two kinds of her are so subtle and properly condensed into one person, which makes master Chen feel very funny.

Although he is also famous in history, the same thing always gives him different feelings in himself and Zhong Lei, with a very strange dark cool.

He forgot the warning sign in his mind, "it's okay. Even if my grandmother knows, she shouldn't care about your unintentional loss. After all, you... Are different."

Zhong Lei is a little relieved.

She knows Chen Feng's subtext.

Grandma really doesn't care about her granddaughter-in-law's careless slip of the tongue.

Perhaps he was concerned about Lu Wei's marriage agreement concluded a few days ago and worried about his dissatisfaction.

Zhong Lei is a little happy, but a little helpless.

Because she subconsciously felt that the indomitable Chen Feng should aim for the future and should not care about these at all.

But she doesn't intend to talk directly with Chen Feng about what I don't disagree with even if you want it all.

Zhong Lei felt that even if she said so, Chen Feng would not believe it.

With Chen Feng's character, he will probably make up a large section of psychological activities for his brain, such as sacrificing personal sections for the great righteousness of the human race.

Then... He'll probably feel guilty again.

"Will you talk to me about these woolen pants?"

Zhong Lei changed the subject again.

This is exactly what Chen Feng wants.

Chen Feng took out 16 pairs of woolen trousers and put them neatly on the bed again.

The two sat by the bed.

"This is the first one. I should wear it when I was two or three years old. There are sixteen here, enough for me to wear it until I was eighteen..."

About twenty minutes later, he explained the context of old man Hu's friendship with Grandpa Chen Mo and so on.

The chair is a little high. Zhong Lei, who is wearing Capris, has two slender legs.

Chen Feng only looked twice more, for fear that the soul would be hooked away, so he quickly turned away.

Zhong Lei sighed, "so it is. Alas. When the old man died, he should be very sad?"

Chen Feng looked up at the sky, "yes, that's inevitable."

"Fortunately, you met your grandpa at least once. Thank Luwei for that."

"Yes. But I still have regrets."

"What regret?"

Chen Feng shook his head and refused to speak.

"Wait, you just said that when you were at Grandpa Hu's house to participate in a family banquet, you saw other people's happy families, four generations living together and sharing family relations. There was a smell of envy in your tone."

Chen Feng: "

Miscalculation.

Forget that Zhong Lei is also a freak.

When I was just telling a story, I was too involved and careless. I exposed more feelings and was seen through by her.

"Isn't it?"

Zhong Lei pushed Chen Feng's shoulder.

Chen Feng nodded obediently, "yes, it's really grandpa's regret. He asked me if I had a daughter-in-law. I said yes. He was very happy, and he asked me if I had a baby. I said no. although he was covering up, I could feel his loss. Alas..."

Zhong Lei sighed.

"Although I know I can't be too harsh to see you, I sometimes think how good it would be if I could see you earlier and spend more time together?"

Zhong Lei: "but even if it was just such a short meeting, you spent thousands of years trying. If you hadn't become better and better, others wouldn't have thought of mobilizing such huge social resources for your affairs. It's really difficult to trace back to your life experience. A child was abducted in my hometown. My family is still very rich. I haven't been able to find it for many years."

Chen Feng nodded. "Maybe this is life. I recognize it. People should know how to be satisfied."

Zhong Lei: "but if you can do better, you still have to try."

"Yes."

The conversation was almost the same, and the atmosphere in the room gradually became a little strange.

Chen Feng pretended to look at his watch nervously, then turned his head and looked at Zhong Lei. "I need to go to bed early tonight."

Very obvious hint, full score.

Zhong Lei looked away, expressionless, "Oh. And then?"

"It will be a little too late. You have classes tomorrow morning. It's not convenient to live here. Let me take you back."

Zhong Lei: "lesna and I asked for leave. We have no classes tomorrow morning."

Chen Feng: "

Zhong Lei: "I saw something in your computer the other day."

"Ha? What? Music scores?"

"No."

"What's that?"

Zhong Lei: "let's not talk about this first. Let me ask you another thing. Do you think you have really achieved perfection in fighting for mankind?"

Chen Feng wanted to lie, but he thought of another thing in his mind. He obviously has better genes, but when it comes to leaving offspring, he is really torn apart by fat people and can't argue.

He shook his head. "Not perfect."

"What's your difference?"

"A lot. In short, I'd better spare some effort."

Zhong Lei stopped asking what it was and said, "why stay?"

"Because... Because of my morality."

"In addition, you clearly envy other people's children and grandchildren, but you always let yourself and me die alone. Are you worthy of yourself and me?"

At this point, I have talked through.

Chen Feng didn't expect that Zhong Lei's attack today was so fierce. He just smiled bitterly and shook his head and said, "didn't I say it before? It's impossible, my genes..."

"How do you know if you don't try? If you try, you won't regret if you don't succeed. But giving up without trying is another concept. Everyone else knows to work hard. Your genes can change the times, but you don't try. Aren't you ashamed? Do you deserve your dead comrades in arms? You are our leader, and you have to be more responsible."

In this debate, Chen Feng was completely defeated.

After a long time, he nodded, "let's go back and try IVF."

Zhong Lei nearly fainted on the spot. "Pretend, do you still pretend? What I saw in your computer is those 'documentaries' you saw in college. Well, biology, it's about reproduction."

Chen Feng: "hiss..."

Crazy.

He silently moved his chair aside. "Do you want this?"

Zhong Lei looked up at him, "I've been waiting for you to take the initiative. After all, you used to take the initiative. You even peeked at me from my collar. But now I find that this can't go on. I want to write love songs, so I try to think about it. But no matter how thorough I think, I always feel almost hot. I know why. We didn't do a very important thing. Of course, it may not be useful to do it , but I want to try. Why, I'm not beautiful enough to attract you? "

Chen Feng was stunned.

He remembered the evaluation of Zhong Lei in the history books. He had a clear distinction between love and hate and acted vigorously.

Chen Feng still remembers the embarrassment of being blocked by Zhong Lei when he tried to chat up Zhong Lei for the first time.

At that time, he only thought that the man was sick and shot.

Later, I learned that when she deals with strangers she doesn't like, it's really like that. If she says she's tired of you, she's tired of you without any cover.

Now Chen Feng knows better. She does the same when dealing with the object she likes. Once she makes up her mind, she will step on the accelerator and die without braking.

There may be many factors contributing to Zhong Lei's decision.

Lu Wei's engagement, Chen Feng's small video on his computer, Chen Feng's careless envy when talking about other people's families, ou Junlang's struggle to be a good stallion, and most importantly, Zhong Lei's personal thinking about what love is.

Chen Feng gradually became thirsty.

Zhong Lei, who knew his character very well, turned into a guide at this time. She held Chen Feng's hand and said, "do you know what is the biggest difference between men and women?"

"Know, reason and sensibility."

"Yes."

"If I want to write the best song, I need to push my sensibility to the extreme. We can't think about it simply for the purpose of breeding offspring. I want to try not to think about anything and simply follow my own desires. I want to fight once. In fact, there's something I've always wanted to tell you. You're always worried that this will affect my creation of morning breeze." , but that's actually an extra human device you imposed on me. I can tell you clearly, No. I don't know how logic and ethics should judge when you go to the future. But at least I can be sure that you are you now, so... "

Chen Feng looked at her quietly, "I understand."

The long night in Los Angeles is long after all.

It can't be said that it is difficult to restrain themselves when the love is strong, or it comes naturally. After many twists and turns, they finally came to this step.

Everything is both plain and vigorous.

At this moment, they don't think about the future or the past.

This combination seems to have countless reasons and concerns, but in fact, it is simple and simple. It also occurs in the homes of countless ordinary people.

It is this symphony after symphony that has built the ladder of human civilization from millions of years ago to today.

Reproduction.

I don't know when it began. Obviously, it is very simple and noble reproduction, which has been attached with countless additional meanings by the world, either praise or derogate.

But no matter where the impulse comes from and for what reason, the ultimate foundation is the most primitive instinct of organisms.

Although Zhong Lei and Chen Feng have done countless psychological construction, they both know what it means to civilization if they can produce future generations.

So both of them still couldn't resist the illusion.

Chen Feng thought it was unfair to Zhong Lei and would feel guilty.

But Zhong Lei said it first, and that layer of guilt dissipated naturally.

In fact, returning to the instinct of reproduction is not cheap. Love is the psychological pursuit after the material life is fully satisfied.

Commonly known as eating too much, so the brain can think too much.

In the primitive society, it is exhausting to deal with the crisis of life and death every day. There is no dream of love, thinking about beauty, ugliness or handsome. Being able to give birth to a baby is the greatest achievement in life.

But no one will laugh at the marriage concept of primitive people, because without the indulgence of primitive humans, how can modern people's sweet love come?